A new kind of church experience

iStock_000002455095MediumOne Sunday, as Charlie was listening to a preacher’s sermon at his local church, he began to experience something new—a state of increased awareness. He became more aware of himself sitting in the church pew. It was as though he had just awakened from a dream or from deep sleep.

He now sensed himself more fully in the midst of the worship service. Up until that moment his notion of himself was purely imagined and more obscure!

This shift in consciousness alarmed Charlie. What state was he in before that moment—a state which dominated most of his life’s activities? It was as though he hadn’t really participated in the worship service but was acting as an automaton and on automatic pilot!

Were the worshippers around him asleep at the wheel as well, or, were they just being nice to him and he would be the last to know?

Charlie believed that attending and supporting his church was a good thing, but wondered if the Lord God ever addressed the issue of getting the human race out of this dreamlike state. After all, heaven is not a place for automatons.

On pondering this question, he remembered that just before Adam was driven out of the Garden of Eden in Genesis he was put to sleep—out of which Eve appeared. Charlie questioned if this theological state of sleep was similar to his imagined and semi-conscious world of selfhood. Why did Holy Scripture contain so many warnings about “waking up”?

Charlie soon felt dread. He knew that no one would take him seriously about the possibility of going through life being hypnotized or that salvation included the process of becoming de-hypnotized. As long as his church was focused on kindness, no one would be suspicious of the psycho-mechanical obstacles to spiritual growth.

Charlie wondered if anyone else had made a similar self-discovery. Such individuals would be necessary to finding his true spiritual community and church.

(My third book Swedenborg & Gurdjieff: The Missing Links addresses the human hypnotic condition.)


About thegodguy

EDWARD F. SYLVIA, M.T.S. Philosopher/Theologian Edward F. Sylvia attended the School of Visual Arts in New York and received his Master of Theological Studies at the Pacific School of Religion in Berkeley, CA and a Certificate of Swedenborgian Studies from the Swedenborgian House of Studies. He is a member of the Center for Theology and the Natural Sciences (C.T.N.S.) and the Swedenborg Scientific Association (S.S.A.). Award-winning author of "Sermon From the Compost Pile: Seven Steps Toward Creating An Inner Garden" and "Proving God," which fulfills a continuing vision that God’s fingerprints of love can be found everywhere in the manifest universe. His most recent book, "Swedenborg & Gurdjieff: The Missing Links" is an edgy collection of anti-intuitive essays for personal transformation that challenges and inspires. He has been a student of the ideas of both Emanuel Swedenborg and George I. Gurdjieff for over thirty years. Read more about TheGodGuy, his books and his ideas at http://www.staircasepress.com
This entry was posted in god, Inner growth, love, psychology, Reality, religion, spirituality, unity and tagged , , , , , . Bookmark the permalink.

Leave a Reply

Fill in your details below or click an icon to log in:

WordPress.com Logo

You are commenting using your WordPress.com account. Log Out /  Change )

Google photo

You are commenting using your Google account. Log Out /  Change )

Twitter picture

You are commenting using your Twitter account. Log Out /  Change )

Facebook photo

You are commenting using your Facebook account. Log Out /  Change )

Connecting to %s